THROWBACK THURSDAY: Getting Off The Ferris Wheel Of Fuckery! | Not Your Circus. Not Your Monkeys. Not Your Story Anymore.....

Whenever a new cycle is getting ready to be born definitively, echoes of the old story and pattern will show up to help push us out of the previous cycle with more force. The remnants and broken pieces of these old stories can sometimes appear bigger and more real to us, due to the familiarity and rootedness of the cycle we are determined to break.

This is the moment when many of us give up - discouraged by the belief that the re-emergence of something we are ready to let die is proof of failure, or a confirmation that we are stuck for good, and therefore helpless.

This couldn’t be farther from the truth.

Every pattern and cycle we have found ourselves going through and seemingly trapped in, had an energetic entry point where we consented to go along for the ride. That “consent” may have been unconscious, and we may have been unaware of the “fineprint,” or the “terms and conditions.” However, nothing that exists in our realities does so without our permission.

This is a built in mechanism that - when utilised consciously and properly - is there to protect us by universal laws that support our consent and agreement to every experience that we sign off on. We are, after all,beings who have been devinely endowed with free will. The exercising of our free will is protected under the auspices that at every major decision point - that opens or closes a cycle - we choose whether to “enter”or “walk away.”

Up until now on this planet, true universal law has been skewed and exploited for the greedy gain of those who wanted to command and control the cycles on the Earth, and those of all of its inhabitants.

As such, there have been purposeful atttempts to keep us from knowing how we work, how cycles truly function, and how our interplay with energy always allows for us to “opt out” from that which no longer serves our evolution, and is therefore taking from our inner sense of harmony with self, and our ability to be at peace with others, and the Earth Herself.

In every second of our existence, we are opting in and out of cycles. Our choices then define what timelines become open and active. There is a point of reckoning in every decision we make - like when Neo is presented with the red or blue pill in that movie.

Will we follow a train of thought that opens familar doors to misery and suffering - thus cementing our choice to take a ride again on the same ferris wheel of fuckery? Or will we switch our thoughts and open up a new pathway forward?

Every thought, word, intention, and action counts in defining what we’re going to feel and experience next. Every thought, word, intention, and action work as keys that open and close doors to a plethora of experiential possibilities and consequences.

For as long as we are choosing thoughts, words, intentions, and actions that keep us in alignment with our truth and devine integrity, we stay protected on paths that further our own sense of stability, power, balance. and safety. We stay aligned with our purpose, and are therefore protected by the universal laws that always kick in to guard us when we’re walking in agreement with who and what we actually are.

Everytime, we allow for ourselves to be swayed off our true paths - or veer away from that which roots us in our personal integrity and devine purpose - we open doors to suffering and the karmic lessons that are designed to bring us back home to the security of self.

Beings who manipulate others out of their right to freely choose their own paths are breaking universal laws - whether they do so consciously, unconsciously or ignorantly so. The breaking of universal laws always indicates that a being is out of alignment with the truth of who they are, or seeking to have cosmological privileges that they have not worked for and earned, and so seek to get…by way of manipulation, deception, or thievery.

This breaking of the very laws designed to protect them, causes further misalignment and the loss of personal protections, that are a natural shield for those who live in harmony with their purpose and the natural flow of the cosmos. It also has a rippling effect on those around them, and the collective story and energy.

When we “consent” to being or doing anything that puts us out of alignment with our truth, we are shunning the protections of the very universal laws that can only protect us when we are in “right standing.”

This is important to know because there are many beings and strategies that purposely seek to “knock us off our block”….especially at the pivotal point of a decision we must make that will eithr energetically open us up to something new, or trap us again in something that we should be done with.

Innerstand and overstand that these beings and strategies are covert in nature. They are the situations, conversations, interactions, and distractions that are designed to play with you emotionally and mentally, so that you make a reactionary decision, instead of a calculated and balanced one.

Our emotions drive us in and out of cycles. Every design within the false matrix was geared towards manipulating our emotional states so that we would be constantly making decisions from unstable ground. Think even on how advertising and marketing cues are there to get us to respons from a space of need, lack and desperation.

We were constantly, and sometimes conscientiously, being forced into situations and choices out of fear and survival states. We would reticently choose paths that were beneath our truth because we had been shamed and talked out of our value. We would make decisions to dim ourselves in order to be falsely accepted, and to make others feel more comfortable in our presence and their self-deception.

And every time we acquiesced to these decisions that were dominated by fear, guilt, and shame, we opened doors that took us further off our true paths, and deeper into the suffering that came with the locking in of loops and cycles that we were“consenting” to with every choice to play small, choose the group or other person, or go along with what we had been programmed to believe was “right.”

Furthermore, whenever we would seek to rise out of these games of devaluation and self-betrayal, we would be bullied, manipulated or coerced back by the many players and agendas that supported us staying in the place they had assigned us, and that grew and potentiated the power of their lie.

We are in very potent cycle breaking energy right now.

These cycles and stories are not the result of annoying habits that we seek to overcome, but are not truly detrimental to our peace. These cycles and stories have had some of us trapped in looping realities with certain players - both human and otherwise - across multiple timelines since the previous golden age. These cycles and stories are personal, yes…..but they are also what has held the global fabric together in the collective lies that have been sustenance of this inverted simulation.

And it is time for these chapters to close out definitively, and for us to seize back authorship over our own paths and stories - both personally and collectively.

As the Moon waxes into Her fullness, and arrives into maturity in Capricorn, the pressure and opportunity to break out of these particular stories and cycles, once and for all, will escalate.

So, if you are still freeing yourself of an intense karmic struggle, things may feel difficult right now, but know that this increase in pressure is what is also providing another doorway out….for as long as you choose you, and everything that supports your ability to be centred, and to therefore make decisions that benefit the furtherance of your peace.

Be aware of those characters who come to '“rock your boat” right now. They are seeking to pull you back into an emotional state that will cause you to choose what keeps you in a loop, as opposed to what liberates you higher into your peace.

Know that your free will is a gift, and that you always have the power to choose yourself, and that which honours your right to live peacably in your truth. Every step you take in affirmation of this, gains you higher universal protections and provision, because living harmoniuosly with yourself has a direct effect on the cycles and patterns on the Earth, and the entirety of the cosmos.

When we are truly living peacably with self, we have no need or desire to be at war with others, or to manipulate their choices and paths. Those beings who are still playing these games are still internally at war with self. Do not let them drag you into the narratives they refuse to relinquish, in which you must be a scapegoat to appease the wounding and pain they are inflicting upon their own selves and can’t handle.

This is not your story. Not your circus. Not your monkeys…..not anymore at least.

Know who you are, and the power you hold to break out of any cycle or pattern - even those that have followed you across multiple incarnations for millienia.

It is your birthright to live at peace with self, and the wisdom to do so in all situations is engraved upon your heart and etched within the annals of your soul. You did not come here defenceless and without the map you need to get out of any situation you find yourself in.

So, follow the pattern of the cycle and remember - the way a cycle enters is often the way it leaves, and that exit point will always make you doubt your ability to break all the way through…just at the point when your liberation is nigh.

This is when you pursue your freedom and right to equilibrium all the more. This is when you rise up in your power and devinity, refusing to consent to anything less than what you deserve and have already earned the lessons to walk into.

Believe in yourself. Trust your intuition, and don’t allow any external energies, stories, or characters to knock you off your block. A new cycle is here and ready. You choose it by choosing your true self. This is how you get off the ferris wheel of fuckery and onto the true wheel of fortune.

Originally written and published by Solarah on July 8, 2024

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