THROWBACK THURSDAY: The Last Of The Greatest Trauma Loops To Die, Will Be The Ones That Supported Death By Disease And Degeneration

Welcome to another "THROWBACK THURSDAY!" This is a long one, so sit back and enjoy. I hope you're all doing well and taking good care of yourselves through this shift. Much gratitude for all of your support and contributions.

Solarah

The past two weeks have been difficult. Really difficult. I have been following my own intuitive wisdom concerning my body, and working to begin the process of undoing the damage born of decades of abuse and ignorance, and the bills that have accumulated in the aftermath of those trauma cycles.

Abuse and ignorance have been co-conspirators in keeping my trauma loops circling - the hiding thieves of my joy and balance.

The abuse I experienced in my formative years set the stage for me to spend so much of my life so far…abusing myself too. I have worked diligently at pulling apart my programming - deleting the files and clearing the “caches and cookies,” so that the new algorithm at the core of my personal existence would be in support of my beauty, my power, my truth, and my worth.

In the process, I have come to overstand how energy works - how all things come into manifest reality by moving through various planes of existence. I came to see how we are all holographic beings, experiencing our own internal settings in our external circumstances. I learned that the fight for restoration of personal power and balance is one that must be fought on all planes - spiritually and etherically, mentally, emotionally, and lastly, in the physical.

The physical plane is the densest and most difficult plane of existence to shift, but once you establish balance on the other planes, the material changes that match these shifts are inevitable. Not a possibility, but an inevitability.

“As above so below” starts to take on a whole different level of resonance, once we really get that everything materially is a direct result of what is occuring on the so-called “invisible” planes of our existence…not the other way around.

Which brings me back to the past two weeks.

I have been clearing my body and physical reality of the parasitic energies and residues that decades of abuse and ignorance laid me open and vulnerable to. It has brought me into blissful levels of self-trust, but also very difficult times of having to deal with the consequences of my own complicity in my abuse - how I willingly tore myself apart because another and others taught me to do so. How I never questioned whether that was what I actually deserved. I simply accepted the treatment as a reflection of the fact that I was broken irreparably - undeserving of the basic courtesies I could easily extend to others, but not my self.

That self-neglect and self-hatred caused disease to grow in my body - quietly at first, and then ever so loudly. Until I couldn’t silence the screams of protest that the cells through which I express my physical existence, were messaging me through.

And while the presence of sickness and disease would once put me into fear, I came to realise that their existence were simply an invitation and encouragement to complete what I had started through my work of balancing my self on the other planes.

I first came into awareness about the reality of spiritual warfare and the “invisible” entities that fight against us, sixteen years ago. Since that rude awakening, I have pursued the path of comprehending these esoteric and metaphysical occurences, which invisibly and seamlessly ate at, and stole, every good and beautiful thing that would enter my life.

I am not exaggerating this statement for literary effect. In fact, if anything, my writing this doesn’t even begin to scratch the surface of all the loss that myself and my children have endured due to these hidden energies and entities that the world has told us don’t exist, but have been running many of our lives covertly behind the scenes - fuelled by our own ignorance, and the patterns of self-abuse that program us into believing external voices of liars, before we would dare side with the internal wisdom that is our bounteous truth.

At this point, I consider myself a bit of a spiritual warfare veteran. I have seen and experienced things that people believe only belong in the pages of books and in movie scenes. Reality is stranger than fiction, and I’ve had many instances and testimonies that can confirm this truth.

The past two weeks have brought deeper levels of clarity when it comes to recognising how these “invisible” entities and energies that have been running our programming in different planes, also hide covertly in our physical bodies. These are the “invisible” parasitic life forms that are at the root of much disease in the body, and the many ways our cells mutate and our own biochemistry is turned into a weapon of warfare….unbeknownst to us.

The Western medical model has spent more time denigrating traditional medical practices as “primitive,” before taking the time and true intelligence it takes in engaging in the reason why practitioners in other parts of the world attend to their healing practices in the way that they do.

In the world of allopathic medicine, disease pathologies are dealt with by way of the silencing of symptoms, instead of tackling root causes. This avoidance of root issues and foundational imbalances, is what keep diseases alive and growing - giving life to the pathogens and parasites that are feasting upon our bodies and life force, instead of examining the fitness of the environment that continues to provide an agreeable space for these invaders and intruders.

If there is one thing I have learned by way of years of intense spiritual warfare, and dismantling the architecture of the false matrix, it is this: the whole energy harvesting structure was upheld by the weakening of our energy fields on all planes. This means that these intruding energies and entities have been messing with us spiritually, astrally, mentally, emotionally and physically.

The survival and continuance of the false matrix’ energy harvesting templates relied solely on our ability to be accessible hosts to these parasitic energies and entities.We had to abandon our autonomy and authority on all planes for the false matrix system to work and persist in our “3D” experiences.

Almost every traditional medicine practice has a historical comprehension that disease is an indication of varying energy imbalances. The body is a fine tuned instrument that must be attended to on all planes of existence in order to be in health. As such, these so-called “primitive” practices have long enforced the use of certain vermifuge herbs and practices.

“Modern” medicine has poo-pooed on the theory that many diseases are the result of parasite infestations, denigrating parasite borne illnesses as being something that can only exist in “developing” nations. What cannot be picked up or seen in diagnostics is considered to not be real.

However, if there is one thing that parasites of all classes are good at, it is remaining invisible in order to sustain their ability to live off their hosts. This is true whether those parasites are attacking spiritually, mentally, emotionally, physically…or in all the aforementioned ways.

What I also know is that parasites can only survive in hosts that have a hospitable environment. In other words, healthy bodies don’t support their agendas. The false matrix worked diligently and covertly to make sure we distanced ourselves from anything and everything that promoted our good health.

We were programmed into schedules and routines that were designed to stress and cause distress to our nervous systems. We were trained to use stimulants as a way to work beyond our natural capacity, and depressants to help us sleep. We were given information surrounding food and nutrition that was designed to keep us surviving and in wont, instead of thriving and in a place of true satiation.

We were taught that resting is a “reward,” sleeping “too much” makes us lazy, and that we are to live fighting against ourselves and others in order to succeed. Furthermore, we were taught to mistrust everything that nature provides medicinally, and to instead put our faith into isolated chemical compounds copied and pasted synthetically from the very narural medicines we were told to stay away from.

But, did you know that plants -in their whole form - often work synergistically with our own biochemistry? They are a gift from the Devine Mother to us so that we can maintain the necessary balance required for good health, and relationship with self and the Earth. Did you know that the isolation of natural compounds is often what produces “side effects?” How much more so is this the case when the isolated constituents are a synthetic copy of the original?

Most things that allopathic medicine has taught us about the health of our bodies has very little to do with keeping us in real balance, and everything to do with keeping us sick for the growing bank balances and market shares of those who benefit from our ignorance and programming.

Once you know this, it is not difficult to see how the medical and pharmaceutical industry have been at work helping us to hone the biochemical environment internally, that supports the hosting of these parasitic entities and intruders that are the “invisible workers of inquity” propelling our diseases.

As our bodies break down due to “oxidative stress” factors and disease, these colonies and invaders thrive. Could their basic metabolic processes be at the helm of a lot of our “oxidative stress?’ Are aging and disease the by-product of our bodies being slowly consumed by the parasitic entities on this physical plane, that were a part of the false matrix’ design to further distance us from our true devine natures and healing prowess?

Is this what Yeshua was showing us? Is this why his ministry was so focused on the “casting out of demons” when it came to triumphing over spiritual, mental, emotional, and physical maladies alike? Has the entire false matrix system been designed to bombard us with these parasitic entities on all planes, with their manifestation in the physical being connected to the health and degeneration of our bodies?

You may read this and think that I am nuts…and you would be entitled to that opinion. However, this is exactly what I’ve been seeing and experiencing powerfully in the past two weeks. I have noticed issues popping up in my body to show me what was at the root and helm of my own energetic imbalances.

I have seen what the full effect of those imbalances were designed to produce, had I continued in ignorance and the self-abuse programs of the false matrix. And I have drawn upon my own wisdom as an intuitive, medical herbalist, and holistic health practitioner to begin to connect how illness has always been a reflection and manifestation of what is occurring or dying on the spiritual, astral, mental and emotional planes.

In doing so, I have re-activated my own remembrance on how our bodies and organ systems are actually connected to different portals and energy centres in the Earth, much like they are connected to the planets, constellations, and zodiac signs in the skies. As above, so below…right?

I have seen how that false matrix disconnected us from these cosmic ports and connections that were designed to help us replenish, and had us redirec our energy into the false grids that promoted disease and geenration by way of keeping us stuck in trauma loops and energetic stagnation.

What I’m most excited about though, is what this means for humanity. It means that all the structures and systems that once supported our true regeneration and rejuvenation are coming back online. This is what is opening the doors to bring “immortality” back onto the Earth planes. These hidden parasitic energies and entities that have been corrupting us on all planes can no longer be hidden, which means it’s the “end of the road” for them.

We were not devinely designed to die by disease and degeneration. Those are programs of the false matrix that were kept alive by way of the parasitic structures on every plane, that existed like a large interdimensional energy harvesting complex.

When these energies make themselves known to you in your physical vessel, it is because they have nowhere left to hide. This is also when your initiation back into being your own healer and medicine man/woman begins….because nobody has ever known how to get you back in balance on all planes better than you.

So, the past two weeks have been difficult, as I have been taken through this initiation. Really difficult. However that difficulty was and has been worth it. My mind, heart, and very awareness around what I believed to not be possible, has shifted. Suddenly, the fragmented pieces I’ve recovered, through years of immense warfare, are formulating a picture that at last makes total sense.

I hope if you have been going through something similar that you see the true devine design behind it. I hope you shatter more densities and false matrix programs so thoroughly that you leave yourself shook by your own power and unbinded potential. I hope you realise that every limitation and imbalance that you were conditioned into, can be completely undone, for as long as you know you have that power and authority.

I hope as you traverse through this new moon eclipse, that you are reunited with all the truths that were deeply hidden for as long as you were unconsciously entertaining lies. I hope you rise up beautifully and effusively - flushing out all that has sought to eat upon your glory, while keeping you stuck in sub par realities that you were never actually created for.

Asé

Originally published on Sunday April 7, 2025