THANK YOU! All Regular Content Resumes on Thursday August 7, 2025

Good evening all!

I just want to take a moment to share a very heartfelt thanks for all of you who showed up to my online birthday bash earlier, those of you who have sent me kind solar return messages, and also to the people who sent me gifts through my ko-fi. As I explained in group, my actual birthday is tomorrow, but I thought it best to do this on a Sunday, and my heart is so full as I get ready for my actual solar return.

I have been musing on some of the things said to me today in that beautiful space, and one sentence - spoken by a few - has really healed me in such a profound way. Some of you said you were "thankful for my existence," and I don't think you fully realise the impact those words had on me.

As many of you may know, I grew up under persistent psychic attacks that manifested as me trying to take my own life - the first time at age 6, with the support and guidance of my elder "sibling" in how to do it. I have caried a guilt and shame for my existence from as far back as I can remember. And although I came to realise that my being a burden was a construct handed to me by my mother - who didn't seem to want me - the true work of clearing my psyche and energy field to feel worthy of life has been an arduous process for me.

This solar return is bringing up a lot of grief for me - as I let go of these old perspecties and stories that have shaped me so profoundly that it's been hard to differentiate myself at times from who I really am, and who I was cast to be in the false matrix - firstly by family.

So, sitting in the presence of so many of you today, and hearing those words of affirmation, really shifted something for me in a very monumental way. I feel more ready than ever for my new timelines, and it is thanks in part to this beautiful community and how you guys showed up for me today. I will hold the beauty of our meeting in my heart....thank you so much!

Just a quick heads up that I will be taking a break from publishing until August 7th. I am under the weather right now, and my own body is telling me to take these few days to rest and recuperate.

Thank you to all of you who support me and help me to exist in this world in my power. I love you guys!

Solarah 💙