MOONRISE MUSING 84: What Do You Really Want?

There is a powerful and nourishing energy available to build with right now - for all who are willing to be radically honest with themselves. This moment in the calendar marks a profound turning point on the zodiacal wheel, specifically within the heart-centered waters of Cancer season.

It is here that we are being offered the opportunity to shift our material realities into a truer reflection of what satisfies and prospers - not just externally, but on all planes of being: emotional, spiritual, ancestral, and physical.

But that kind of transformation requires an internal reckoning.

What do we really want? What are we really here to do? These are the questions rising to the surface now - not from the mind, but from the soul’s deepest waters, and more specifically, from the frequency of the primordial heart you have carried since the start of your soul's existence.

Cancer rules the womb of creation - the original matrix and birthing portal of timelines. It holds the codes of nurturance, home, lineage, and soul memory. And if we are to rebuild from this place, we must come to terms with how distorted those original templates have become - not just culturally, but in our own lived experiences.

When I first began to take my spiritual path seriously, and I truly opened myself to the idea that I could be, have, and do anything - in alignment with with my cosmic identity - I was hit with a confronting truth: I didn’t actually know myself.

I knew what had been marketed to me as happiness. I knew what society, family, and culture told me I should want. But when I really sat with it, I realized that most of what I had been chasing had never belonged to me. It had been embedded through obligation, trauma, survival, or mimicry.

There’s a simple practice I was taught early on - one you may have tried, too. It's the one weher you visualise a single day in your dream life, from start to finish. Where do you wake up? Who are you with? What do you do? What do you feel?

I struggled immensely with this at first. Not just because I couldn’t see how it would happen, but because even in my mind’s eye, I was building a dream using someone else’s desires for me - someone else’s vision, someone else’s program.

Cancer season invites us to reclaim the blueprints of our soul - to revise and repattern the original programs we were seeded with before our energy was harvested for other people’s legacies. We are now in a time where the maternal frequency is being purified from the distortions of control, obligation, and false sacrifice.

Many of us were born into bloodlines where our innate creative power - especially as heart-led, empathic beings - was siphoned for others’ gain. And so we learned to ignore the true voice of the heart. We overrode its quiet wisdom in order to “survive” in a matrix that was never built to nurture our kind of wealth.

But here’s the irony: when we finally start to reconnect with the truth of our hearts, most of us realise that what we desire is actually quite simple. Not necessarily easy...but simple. We want peace. Safety. Belonging. Freedom to create without surveillance or spiritual taxation. We want emotional integrity, real nourishment, sacred connection, and impact that reflects who we actually are.

It turns out, we are not “too much” for this world - we are just too rich in soul for a system that has long undervalued the feminine frequency, emotional depth, and spiritual integrity.

And that brings us to the wealth transfer that is now upon us.

You already are spiritually wealthy. Many of you reading this know this deep down. You’ve felt the magnitude of your soul since you were a child. But now it is time to cash that in. And by that I don’t mean exploiting your essence, but rather allowing your essence to fund the world you are building.

This is not a mental affirmation. This requires a somatic and energetic merger - a relocation of your wealth from concept to embodiment. The heart is the portal. It’s the only vault where your true value can be unlocked.

Cancer, Leo, and Virgo -the trilogy that forms the second quadrant of the zodiac-help us do exactly this. These seasons invite us to re-enter the original circuitry of the sacred heart, and to begin the process of materialising our internal wealth externally.

Cancer rewrites the emotional and maternal codes. Leo reclaims the sovereign fire of devine self-worth. And Virgo sets to work crafting a life that embodies that truth, with discernment and precision.

All twelve signs lead us toward wholeness, but Cancer season is particularly profound, because it returns us to the cosmic womb, where the first energetic matrices were formed - long before they were co-opted or corrupted. It is here that we get to decide what our internal home feels like. And it is here that we begin to excavate the deeper layers of inherited longing, grief, and misalignment so that they can finally be transmuted.

So now is the time to pause and ask yourself again: what is it that I truly want? What would allow for my soul to exhale or sigh in relief? You may be surprised to find that it’s less about extravagance and more about energetic precision. Or, you may be asked to dream bigger than you’ve ever dared - to stop dimming your light for a world that could never hold your full wattage.

Either way, the emotional substance you need to create is available to you now. Cancer season pours forth the raw, fertile waters that feed the root of every new reality. This is the source code of your dreaming, and it is being made available in bountiful supply - not so you can hoard it, but so you can live it.

It is the season to build from your heart...not from your fear. That’s where the true riches are. That’s where the New Earth has and always will reside.

Asé

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