Letter From Solarah: Eclipse Energies & Update

Hello loves,
I trust you are all doing well in the midst of these shifts and transitions. This is the longest time I've taken away from writing and recording since starting "Solarah Speaks" almost three years ago. I have to admit it's been doing a work on my soul because I have put so much of my identity in service and what I do.

When the guidance came through to take a break for this Virgo moon cycle, I hadn't really sat down and thought about the themes of the season. However, being away and having the time to focus on myself has really highlighted how much work I need to do around my own value, energy, and one of the main themes of the Virg0-Pisces axis: service versus sacrifice.

The truth is that my whole value system was founded and rooted upon my productivity and performance. From the time I enetered school at the age of four, I was already being educated in such a way that was preparation for what we call the "Common Entrance Examinations" here in the UK. These are exams that determine what secondary school will or won't accept you, and the prep work is rigorous...especially for a child.

Once I got into a good prep school, the pressure was on from Seventh Grade to get ready for my "International Baccalaureate" to get into a good university. And I just realised - upon chatting with my partner the other day - that my entire childhood was built upon my ability to produce and perform.

When I did well, I was sometimes congratulated, but always reminded that I could do even better. And when I didn't do well, I was shamed and rebuffed....as though my very existence and access to love was based upon what I could do and achieve, and not who I was and what I needed as human and as a child to thrive.

I've carried so much of that into everything I do in life...to the point where I can be doing something really well, but only see how I can be doing it better. It may come as no surprise to you that by the time I graduated high school, and had been accepted to some of the top colleges in the US - I crashed and burned. And in some ways, I'm not sure I ever recovered.

I've been living in phases of burnout and renewal my whole life - with a lot of spiritual warfare amping up the stakes. And I am seeing so clearly now that I really didn't know how to completely break myself out of that cycle. So, by the time my solar return came around this year, and I got the clear message to rest and trust...I finally surrendered.

And I find myself now in a void - not who I was, but still not sure where I'm going, how I'll get there, and who I'll be on the other side. And it's scary as all fuck!

I'm sure many of you can relate to this void space...because it is where we are in the collective picture of energy too. We've left so much behind, but don't quite yet see where we are or what the finish line even looks like. Will we even recognise it when we see it? Does it even fucking exist? Lol

I write this to say that I know we're all going through our own reckonings in this eclipse portal - some more obvious than others, but none less significant.

In this time away, I have been getting a lot of messages around changing the way I work - not just structurally, but also thematically. Many of us are crossing a threshold now out of recurring war stories...because it is time for us to lead the world into a New Earth. And that leadership role may have you in the spotlight, and it may not. It depends on who you are and what you truly desire on a soul level. The most important person you're being called to lead now is yourself.

The leadership of this New Earth is dependent upon us being at one with ourselves. And I know so many of us have deeply painful stories of how we have been purposely and purposefully targeted, but what I've been really drawn in to focus on is where I have still been at war with myself. Whare have I still been at war with my own mind, with my own heart, with my own body....with my own value and purpose.

One thing is clear... even if one thousand things still are floating in a mist of confusion. And that is this: I can't continue to live in ways that cause me to burn out and then have to recover to come back online in my own life. Those timelines are over and done with.

I've done my best to serve in the spirit of love and devotion - giving of myself at times when I should have been more protective; putting other people's situations at time ahead of my own; giving freely instead of honouring my right to overflow...not honouring this simple ethos of true self-care to myself that I teach to others.

Virgo is a stickler for how we take care of our energy. If we are wise and diligent listeners, Virgo will show us where we're leaking energy and therefore stealing from ourselves, and keeping ourselves open to be siphoned or taken advantage of. And here's the thing...this is not something that others do to us. This is what we tolerate being done to ourselves because of wounding, programming, and imprinting.

And in this season - and time away from you beautiful people - I have been learning this lesson in deeper ways.

I hope you've also been learning how to love and value yourselves more deeply. Self-value is the foundation for all we put our value into and build. It is the very bedrock for how we build a value system in the New Earth that values the life of all things above everything else. This is what creates and sustains true Source encoded legacy.

I will be back soon...once I am fully recharged and anchored into the new vision I am being given for where I fit in this new and burgeoning story. It won't be long, and I will keep you posted and your subsciptions paused until I am fully up and running again.

I thank you for all your love and support, and for all the ways you respect my process and guidance. We are all on the cusp of something quite big, and so I am honouring the pause that is being required of me to properly serve myself and this beautiful collective in righteous alignment.

See you soon 😘
Solarah