FIND YOUR DOOR

I'm resurrecting and updating this piece from the archives as it is pertinent for where we find ourselves again this year. Only this time, the intensity of Pisecean energy is at a higher crescendo as the Sun, Mercury, Saturn, Neptune, and the North Node all pay visits to the sign.
This season is a time of rest, reflection, and preparation for the new cycle and astrological year. I hope you are honouring your needs at every turn without guilt.
Sending you all love as we dream a new world into existence together, and I look forward to seeing my JADE members at tomorrow's monthly Q&A.
And a heartfelt thanks to every one of you for your support by being members here. Thank you to those of you who donate or buy my work and sessions. I don't take any of your offerings for granted, and I am so grateful for the love and support you all show me. May your generosity always return multiplied and magnified for the continued expansion of your abundance. Thank you!!!
Much love to you all!
Solarah
As we make our way closer towards the New Moon in Pisces and Eclipse season, we are purging in deeper ways. Your sleep may have been disturbed over the past few days - either feeling very tired, or very wired. Allow the energies to settle and find their sweet spot.
It is no mistake that the final sign of the zodiac wheel calls us into rest, dreaming, and meditation. Pisces is the sign that allows for us to integrate all the psychic wisdom that the other signs give us access to. It is also the sign through which we reaccess lost keys to our devine contracts, by way of its Neptunian associations.
Pay especial attention to your dreams, the signs and omens that come into your reality, and where you travel to in meditation. As you purge, you are also on the receiving end - this is why this clearing must occur.
Many will be getting back access to lost gifts and guardians through this window of purging. As I have said many times before, many of your powers unlock as you reach and sustain the frequency that they align with. Your frequency is established by way of how you think and feel about yourself.
The more your thoughts and feelings align with your devine reality, the more access you have to bring this forth. This is why we must challenge every thought and feeling that causes us to doubt our own truth and power. When we are serious about this, we often find that those thoughts and feelings are projections or programs.
You may not yet see materially how much of what you’re doing is shifting your reality, but hang tight, because it’s coming as you stand your ground. We have been doing work to balance all planes with our cosmological truth.
This means we had to disable and disarm spiritual lies, spells, and work done to discount us etherically. We then had to completely overhaul our mental and emotional bodies - confronting and denying all thoughts, feelings, patterns, and beliefs that fed our own destruction, and that we had been programmed to believe were us.
The final plane that requires movement is the physical one. And while it is the hardest plane on which to affect change, its shifting is inevitable once we do the work spiritually, mentally, and emotionally. This is because the physical plane serves only as a mirror of what is actually going on etherically, mentally, and emotionally.
“As above, so below,” right? It’s not “as below, so above,” although the false matrix system had us living and existing as if it was.
We live in a hall of mirrors. This is what the physical plane is - illusion. It feels so real because it is material, and we were taught that what is visible holds more weight and validity than that which is invisible. However, ALL things begin invisibly, and therefore, the material is always just an extension, and expression, of what was once invisible.
When we get this - like really get it - we begin to realise that all change that we desire to be actualised must first be done so invisibly. Its spiritual root must be dealt with, and then the thoughts and feelings that corresponded with the old reality must be confronted and changed.
This is why Yeshua taught us to pray and say in the “Lord’s Prayer” - “Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done, on Earth as it already is in the Heavens.” Your story is written (and edited, and blocked) in the “heavenlies.” It is then published for your acceptance and approval, or rejection and disproval, on the Earth planes.
We are all being asked right now if the draft we are living is in accordance with what we desire. And here’s the thing about your organic desires - they always match up with your soul’s purpose and truth. In other words, we tend to long for who we actually are, and what is actually written concerning who we are in the “heavens.”
And this is why our souls can never lead us astray. Our minds do, and our minds can tell our hearts to hush up, but the suffering we create for ourselves when we do this comes from the protesting of our souls.
Our discomfort, depression, restlessness, and anger come from our souls screaming against our ignorance and rejection of our own path, truth, power, and sacred desires. In this way, we create suffering for ourselves so that we learn how to listen again and follow the voice of our souls…which always lead us into contentment and fulfillment.
And our contentment and fulfillment is so unique to our own individual devine blueprint, that nothing, nobody, and no one outside of ourselves truly knows how to unlock this. There are beings who activate us higher into this resonance along the way - we tend to call these soul mates. And even so, the soul alone knows how to bring pure satisfaction to itself.
We are being gifted the remembrance of these truths and their power in this energy window. We are being shown the way back “home,” but we must have “ears that hear, eyes that see, and hearts that comprehend,” the voice of our own true internal longing. We must know how to discern the voice of our soul that connects to our organic desires and timelines, versus the louder voices of our residual programming that still threads us into what we have inorganically been taught to chase and manifest.
Pisces season is the season of the dreamer. For those of you who know you have this ability to dream walk, it is time to get away from the distractions and guilt programs that would want to take you away, or make you believe that your gift doesn’t hold weight.
I would remind you that everything begins invisibly, and all has its start as a dream. Many are being called back into their potency as creators, but we must continue to silence the programs of the false matrix that still seeks to dictate to us its fucked up value system and formulas for our “success.”
This was just a way to limit, manage, and control your creative drive and sacral energies. Devine Feminine energy is surging right now. She is coming home to you from Her place of voidedness, and we re-access Her only by venturing into the darkness of our own souls. We must stop a-voiding the purity of who we are as devine beings.
And as we do, we will find Her waiting for us at a door that is uniquely all our own. This door leads us back home - that place within self where nothing, nobody, and no one can take our peace again without our consent.
Find your door.
You won’t find it following anyone else. This door has always been your way out, and it is found only from within.
Find your door, and reclaim your story that was written long ago in the stars. Take back true author-ship over self.
Find your door.
Asé
ORIGINALLY PUBLISHED: February 27, 2024; Updated February 22nd, 2025