Breaking Free…
Hello beautiful souls,
I hope you are all doing well amidst these monumental global shifts and energetic changes. I wanted to update you on the status of my leave, as the past few weeks have brought tremendous movement behind the scenes. The biggest news is that I was finally able to get away from my family.
As many of you who have been with me for some time know, much of my work is informed by my own lived experience as the family scapegoat - the one strategically trapped and bound for the purpose of energetic siphoning. Both sides of my family are Freemasons with deep ties to various governments, agencies, and other notable institutions and orders.
It was only upon returning to my family base in London in 2017 - after fleeing my abusive husband - that I began to see the strategies behind my entrapment. I came to understand how these dynamics were keeping me in loops of servitude, dependence, and material poverty. The irony is that I came from a “well-to-do” family, yet I was being drained for their global successes and accolades while being handed just enough to survive in their company, but never to thrive independently. Through grave emotional and psychological abuse and family mobbing, I had been conditioned to believe I couldn’t survive without them....that I was nothing without them.
I didn’t acquire handlers later in life - I was born into a family-based energy-harvesting system where I was the primary generator. Every family member’s role was to keep me contained so the siphoning could continue. In that sense, they were all my handlers.
I don’t often speak about this in detail, but the last few years have truly been a fight for my life. The wisdom I’ve shared with you comes not only from downloads, but from real lived experience. Even as I left a few days ago, I faced relentless energetic attacks meant to keep me from going. The harvesting had taken such a toll on my body that there were days I could barely get out of bed. Despite every holistic and spiritual effort to counter the intensity, the apartment itself was tied into a grid coded for my siphoning - and the only path to sustainable recovery was to leave.
A year ago, I was strategically landlocked in the UK - unable to move, work, or travel. Those circumstances finally shifted last December, after a great deal of spiritual work to clear and remove the binds and contracts designed to trap me on that land and grid tied to my “family” home in London. In May of this year, I was finally able to secure passports for myself and my children. And on Wednesday morning, we departed the UK for a magical nation where I could afford both flight tickets and a month’s Airbnb rental.
I don’t yet know what’s next for us, but I do know this place is a temporary sanctuary - offering space to begin truly healing together.
I have never travelled independently before...or lived fully on my own terms. My false matrix contracts prohibited that, and I was programmed to believe I couldn’t make it without my financially abusive family. I’ll admit I’m afraid - but an even greater part of me knows this was the right decision.
To those of you still trapped in your own siphoning grid scenarios - financially bound and unable to see a way out - I want you to know: it is possible. The fear that arises when you imagine life beyond your captors is a psychic attack meant to keep you helpless and stuck. Even if the path out isn’t yet clear, your faith in who you are, what you deserve, and your alignment with your true organic timelines is what dissolves the binds, grids, and contracts designed to control and harvest you.
You should also know that what you want may not always unfold the way you expect. For two years, I tried to save enough money to secure a home in the UK. Yet every time I reached a certain financial threshold, I was attacked and siphoned of all I had saved. When this happened again in August 2024, it completely wiped me. I was heartbroken and couldn’t see a way forward. Our travel documents had been held by the UK Home Office for three years as I fought to reclaim my residency in the country I considered home.
Eventually, I recognised that the grid I was locked into - through both family and location - was intentionally keeping me at a financial ceiling, preventing independence. Once I saw it for what it was, I knew I had to escape by any means necessary. My health was being targeted to slow me down, and staying would have meant my complete destruction.
I hadn’t planned to come to this country until after the first 9-9-9 portal a few weeks back. But by then it was undeniable: I was caught in a draining loop linked to both my location and lineage. I realised I’d never raise the funds needed to rebuild while still there. So, I began researching nations where I could live comfortably on my existing monthly income.
On September 30th, I booked our tickets. On October 8th, I secured lodging for a month. And now, a new nomadic chapter has begun.
Three days in, I already miss some of the creature comforts of my old home—but here’s what I’ve gained: my children and I finally have our own space, free from proximal energetic surveillance and constant attack. For the first time in my life, I am building a life outside of abusive structures, groups, and templates.
My nervous system is already unwinding; on our first night, I slept twelve hours straight. I know that as my body resets, many of my health ailments will begin to reverse. We are by the sea, in a region rich with potent energetic lines that support rest, recovery, renewal and reset.
A month and a half ago, I didn’t know I could do this - that I could be the woman who walks away from everything she once knew to start again alone in a new nation. But here I am… here we are.
I’ll be taking some time to get settled, but I’m still open for client appointments. If you feel led to support me and my children as we rebuild, you can do so via my Ko-fi at https://ko-fi.com/solarahspeaks or continue to book me for my services and purchase my decrees and manuals.
I also want to give a special shout-out to a beloved member of this collective- Lumina - who has been a guiding light through this entire process. She energetically shielded me, cleared attacks and blocks, and helped me push through the resistance as I prepared to leave last Wednesday. Her behind-the-scenes work on behalf of humanity and the Earth is awe-inspiring. Lumina, thank you for your devotion, brilliance, and heart.
And to each of you who have supported me and my work in any way - thank you. This escape isn’t just about finding respite for my children and me; it’s a reclamation of the mission I came here for - one that had been thwarted at every turn. Your support directly contributes to my ability to open gates and access points that help usher the collective into the New Earth.
I’ll have more clarity about my return here in the next week and a half. In the meantime, subscriptions remain paused. Anyone who joined since I paused in August will receive an additional month once I resume.
For any inquiries, please email me at solarahspeaks@proton.me
With love, strength, and gratitude,
Solarah 🌊☀️